Granted: I am a Topsy-turvy person.
I can fly with the best 'em; however, when I'm down low..I'm really down low.
Admitting this, without fear, has been a focus/focal point, I've been uncomfortable about setting into a blog-post.
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After a long, drawn-out, illness; one which has cropped-up, over the last 2 years, with almost timed regularity, I've reached a point where darkness is "visible" [thank you, William Styron, for the insight]...
...Marfan Syndrome, tied as it is to the connective tissue, doesn't mix well with depression; as one goes through stress, the heart goes through stress, and the muscles go through stress, and this leads to problems.
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I've lashed out, in my frustration at people..just as my father, lashes out at me, in his frustration. Apologies, sometimes are the most difficult & hurting aspects, when your sensitivities are aroused.
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Now, I've made a decision to combine 3 blogs into one. I love writing poetry. I love writing "spanking stories." And, yes, I love celebrating Birthday's.
You'll find, "BottomsUp," "The Wind Shall Hear My Words," and "The Birthday Blog," at Wordpress.com .
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The link is in "Across The Universe," where you'll also find all those I love.
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I don't think I could ever really kill myself. I love writing too much; I love too much..period.
Take care, friends.
`X~Will.
1 comment:
Oh Will.... I'm glad you always come back... (And if this sounds corny, so be it; "God loves you"; if you haven't, do give Jesus a chance, especially when you're at the end of your rope {although it would of course be more profitable to give him a chance before that, so you don't waste time...;-)}. You're fighting the good fight.... keep climbing the hill... and remember, there's NO ONE like you... :-) You're irreplaceable... :-) God bless. -eve-
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