EDIT: [10/23/07]: CALI in Mind. I miss what I love. Tonight, I'm thinkin of the love, and losses:

~~rebuilding!
See you here, again,
after Halloween.

Trick or Treat!

ps: in the meantime: check, "bottomsUp" & "rants" (new)..OH!: and, keep
your eyes on the prize,


and,

JUKEBOX!

xx,Will. 9/19/2007. (I'm watchin' THE WHO! Who are YOU?? Who, who?! Who, who?!)

You're Gonna Miss Me When I'm Gone:

see previous post.
Thank you.

GONE.

sorry.

for real:

Ps: *Did you ever see the movie, "GOOD WILL Hunting"???
That was a really good movie!
*I think I'll rent that one for THURSDAY NIGHT.
*That one and "THE OTHER". [Just in time for Halloween]

*Both movies are good to watch, when you're HALF NEKKID,
and, you're curled up on the couch with, popcorn, a beautiful companion,
and a RISING cock to commence the proceedings (LOL!)....

(wink)

It's Thursday.
I'm still not here yet..


The above is a puzzle.

(go figure!)

xx,Will.

Nothing sexy in this.

I'm not finding anything sexy tonight.
Should I just remain silent, and walk off...
...Or, should I spill everything out inside,
upon this page, as if it were a razor slash,
properly done.

I hurt, and I never felt so alone.
If I don't speak my mind,
I'll lose it.
I'm a hair's breath away from taking my own life.

I'm collapsing, while the rest of my family is running away from each other.
I'm killing myself to please others, be the "good" Son.

There isn't any rest.
All I get is shouting, and anger, directed at me.

I pull the covers over my head...

Here in the blogs, I'm beaten too.
(I'm questioning myself; one who never uses the word "hate"....)

I can't see for crying anymore.

I'm sick, and alone. The rest of my orbit is blind, or running away,
or not speaking at all.

Why? Why?.....(a question asked, after a sudden death...unexpected.)
xx,Will.